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'I wonder what my mom and dad would say
If they knew I cried each day...'


I wonder what they would say
If they saw my arms and legs
laced with scars
And a tale of misery

I wonder how they would feel
If they knew I was lying
That I didn't feel ill
I was forcing, willing

I wonder how it would hurt them
If they knew I was hurting
and switching emotional pain
for physical.

I wonder what they would think
if they knew I lived a lie
that I wasn't happy
but depressed, dying.

There's a reason they don't know
they'll do as they always do.
It's a personal attack on them they'd say
and that it's for attention.

But what if they're wrong?

What if it's not attention?
But I'm dying.
             Piece by piece,
                            losing my mind
                                to suicide.
The quote is taken from Christina Perri's 'Sad Song'
I was listening to this, and I wondered what my parents would say, if they knew I was dying each day.

However, they cannot know that I am a self harmer. As it says in the last stanza.

Sometimes, their love is not in the right place.

~Lani, ASuicidalPoet
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kmills95 Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Love this. featured here: fav.me/d6lkpyo
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AOnceSuicidalPoet Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2013
Thank you <3
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kmills95 Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
mhmm :)
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Gothfoxgirl Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2013
wow nice
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AOnceSuicidalPoet Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2013
thanks:)
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Gothfoxgirl Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2013
yw
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DeepDark00-0 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013
Amazing how blind to certain things people will be.
Sometimes willingly...
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AOnceSuicidalPoet Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2013
indeed, this is definitely the problem in my case.
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9-11-00 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
hey, since you're on the front page for literature, can you tell me how to upload literature? because i'm trying to upload from Microsoft word and it doesn't work. :( (Sad)
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AOnceSuicidalPoet Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2013
You click 'Add text' :)
what do you mean front page?
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