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LonelinessI'll share a drink with you,
And may it be called
But it's better
than sitting here
"Chemist, join this group"
I breathed. This was it.
I had to come off well, didn't I?
This was my first chance to show that I was a new confident woman.
I exhaled. Walked up to the front.
"So, did I miss anything interesting in the lecture? Anything I wouldn't know?"
The guy standing next to me looked at me surprised. I did a quick check. He was hot, I liked his smile, slightly slanted.
The group leader turned to face me "wasn't there"
I turned to the guy,
"So, did I miss anything?"
I had made my fringe half cover my face. Okay, I admit it, I knew I had great hair. Red, couldn't be resisted.
"Urm..." He started, I knew at that point I had started to trap him.
"No, nothing unusual, basically like every other talk"
I smiled, a fake one, just because I'm heartless doesn't mean I don't know when things are necessary.
"Thanks, trains suck. I'm Alanna"
"I'm Guy", he smiled nervously. I laughed inwardly, what a name!
We entered a lab, the whole group of us and stood
RejectYou tried to save me
But I wasn't ready
You knew the girl of Spring 2011, carefree, brave, confident
But how would you feel
For the girl
Of Winter 2011?
She didn't know.
"No one would care if I died"
She whispered, a wordless whisper,
"I would..." He started, nervous
"I love you..."
But she ignored him.
She had suffered too much pain.
But he still tried. He loved that poor, broken girl.
And she shut him out.
Three years later,
To tell you,
I loved you,
But was too weak
To say it.
You haven't changed,
But some days I wonder,
Would it have been different
Had I just replied in kind?
The words you want to say
Are too painful to bare
I love you, is simple
These words, are not.
Too strong to depend on anyone
But can't you see?
You're breaking my walls
Would I pull myself back together
If I let myself believe
And find out
that it doesn't exist?
The fact still remains
I need you...
And I couldn't be me without you.
To Love Beyond LivingSoft strokes on your back
As you weep
You left me
You've left me so weak
I'll sit and cry
And you'll wonder why
To love beyond living
is, to me a crime
FailureI've lost my dream
It's shattered, gone
I stand here with shards surrounding me
Dreams of a future
A career and happiness
and I'm left here
So once again,
I turn to the blade
to find it gone.
I thought I'd recovered
I was denied my hope
it laughs in my face
Death, is what I want.
RemissionI could still relapse
And let you regrow
I can refuse medication
And let you take hold
But I could recover
Just left with a scar,
The illness of love,
Maybe we'll find a cure?
DeservingI don't deserve you.
That much is true.
I could ask for...
Yet here you stand
In front of me
When will I wake up,
Is this a dream?
But you're still there,
Why do you care?
You are perfect.
I can't say more.
Problems seem simple
When your words come through
I'll smile, grin
Be the girl I know I can.
I don't deserve you.
That much is true.
Fear is walking into a hospital
And not knowing when you'll leave
Fear is watching a doctor read your chart
And shake his head in desperation
Fear is writhing around in agony
Wanting an end to come soon
Fear is not knowing what is wrong
And wishing it would stop
Fear is knowing this is partially a dream
And that soon
Those hospital lights
It will be real...
PainParalized by the suffering
A shiver down my spine
Images of my past haunt me
No one can save me from this hell
New LifeThe dark night beats down upon you, dense rain splattering your face.
You've been running so fast, for so long, you feel like you're intaking the entire mass of the sky with every breath you take. Your heart bouncing out of your chest with each beat. Your legs are on fire, burning with a red hot agony that increases by every step forward.
Heart pounding, you stop to catch your breath; sweat and rain alike slipping down your face. You turn your head slightly, silently praying that you're alone.
Now you can hear it... The dull continuous thud, the sound of the horrors you're trying to escape from, the sound of your worst fear getting closer and closer, the sound of death.
You spin on the spot and run once again, your chest splitting with the effort of containing your heart inside your ribcage.
A dead end blocks your way, you have nowhere to run: you're trapped!
The horrors are closer now... Closer
They surround you like a black cloud, swirling around your arms,
To Change The Wind's DirectionIt didn’t matter to her that the day was beautiful in Green Hill Zone despite the turmoil that just occurred, or the horrid smell of gasoline that helped trigger the explosion to the latest “Egg-Obliterator” machine that went from scary to scrap metal within 3 minutes tops. Her friends’ constant cheers and gloating was faint in her ears. All she could think about was the teasing, unbearable heat as it continued to beat down without mercy upon her, leaving the daunting task of fanning herself with her hand, and wiping the sweat off her forehead…at the same time.
She sighed in exasperation and annoyance as the sun continued to outdo the shade of the tree she stood under and shine down on her, delaying her schedule. By this exact time, she was supposed to be nuzzling her face into the blissful abundance of ocean colored fur, taking in every scent and moment before she would be forcefully removed within arm’s length, and then released to prepare her for
Slow, Love, SlowSlow, Love, Slow
Day after day, month after month, year after year. Still nothing. No emotion, no feeling, nothing.
Amy waited, she waited for something, a sign that the one she loved dear felt the same. But alas nothing, not even a smile. For the past four years Sonic, her, lover her soul mate had completely blanked Amy out. He wouldn't talk to her, he wouldn't be seen with her, he wouldn't even smile at her. For Amy, every time he looked at her, he wouldn't be looking at her, but through her. As if she wasn't really there, as if she had disappeared. And to Amy she felt like she was disappearing, soon to vanish forever. And in Amy's eyes, no-one would care. It felt like someone was always better than her, she always second best, not even that. She was an outsider, a third wheel so it wouldn't be surprising if no-one cared about her. She didn't want to be thought of as that but she couldn't change that. And that's what hurt the most.
Now she would spend most of her days inside,
Sonamy: Part 1 - Epilogue~~This chapter is told in Sonic's point of view~~
I stood at the end of the driveway, staring into the abyss, lost in my own thoughts. Everything that has been happening in the last few days, everything that will happen from now until forever, kept running through my head. Above all, there was something wrong with me, something that was preventing me from running away. I tried to figure out what it was, but I couldn't really put my finger on it.
On the top of my list of things on my mind was Amy. She was my girlfriend now, and a part of me hasn't really gotten used to the idea. I was always one to avoid these things, to run away from words like these.
The Hand of SorrowThe Hand of Sorrow
This was the last battle, the last fight. It was her fight. The battle for her.
Blood, Blood, so much blood...
It was good against evil, maybe not even that. The lines were faded, torn apart, dust in the wind. But all they knew, all he knew is that he had to win. He to win for her.
In the the middle of nowhere, half way to forever, just past never. A bloody battle was taking place. The once orange desert has now paved red in blood. The rain falling down heavily on the desert floor, turning the sand into an almost mud like substance. Lives have been lost. But the strongest still remained, fighting, always fighting. He had too.
Not because he was a hero, but because he had to avenge her.
He fought in the rain, the blood and mud, in anger, pain and revenge. It wasn't like our hero we knew dear. No. That hero was gone a long time ago.
His blue fur stained with blood and mud. His eyes burning with fury and rage. All he knew he knew is that he had to destroy w
Dexterous - SonAmyDexterous, A SonAmy Oneshot
(Set after Sonic Chronicles: The Dark Brotherhood)
One major downside to traveling across dimensions in a super cool spaceship was that Sonic found himself unable to ever get away from everyone and get some simple privacy. Sure, when they'd stopped at the different planetoids he'd been able stretch his legs and do some running and exploring, but the traveling times? He was literally stuck in the same "boat", squished up close with 9 other people. While most of them were his friends and he didn't mind them, spending a long time with his odd, mismatched companions was wearing everyone thin. Whether is was Big's oblivious blurted out comments or Shadow's sarcastic ones, Omega's computerized monotone or Rouge flirting with everyone having a Y chromosome. Atleast Eggman had decided to stay back home, so they were spared from his hideously brilliant comments. But oddly enough, among the 10 very different passengers aboard the Cyclone, there was one thing in agreem
Adventure Fit For Heroes-Sonamy OneShotAmy Rose, a young, innocent, female hedgehog watched the glowing moon before her, shivering from the cold wind wrapping around her figure. Crickets chirping and odd noises from the lake was the only thing she heard as she continued to watch silently.
There were plenty of stars out in the night, which would easily be recognized as a later time in the night. The sky was fresh dark blue, beautifully serving as the background for the full moon, which had casted its shadow onto the lake below, with its reflection beautifully swaying with the ripples of the water.
Amy sighed as her green eyes looked to the dull grass below, watching as they swayed to the cold touch of the wind. She felt herself shiver once more, and she instinctively moved her hand to her arm, rubbing continuously for some warmth to form. She would've worn a jacket if she had known that she'd be out this late.
The cold temperature of the air around her wasn't entirely what she had been focused on. What she was, and recently,
WarmthWarmth, A SonAmy Story
Now that Eggman had finally found a new, more restrictive residence and the only thing he'd be taking over any time soon would be his own corner of a jail cell, Sonic and his crazy friends decided to take a little trip in celebration. After much arguing but little consternation, Sonic, Tails, Amy, Cosmo, and Cream had decided to rent a a large, multi room mansion in the mountains to enjoy all the snow centric festivals and activities. Why, the government had even decided to pay for it all as a reward for helping to defeat Eggman. So yes, a nice, relaxing, fun-filled vacation in the snow covered mountains would be just what the doctor ordered for these heroes.
And for the most part, Amy had had fun: learning to snowboard, skiing down the slopes, sledding, picking random snow ball fights, building ridiculous snowmen, drinking hot cocoa in the mansion in front of the fire, hanging with her friends... it had been a real blast. Except for one thing.
Of course, it was
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