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You grew on me like a tumor...
I thought the removal of you would kill me.
To operate,
was messy
I'm left with the wounds
A deep, empty scar...
But,
I Live.
I thought the removal of you would kill me.
To operate,
was messy
I'm left with the wounds
A deep, empty scar...
But,
I Live.
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The feeling
Broken people know how it's like
To feel sad and miserable
They need to change that somehow
But it's nearly impossible
So they cheer others up
Because that way
They prevent others from becoming like them
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Pills
Don't only the crazies need to take pills?
The though of going gives me chills.
On medication, how will I be?
Will I really feel like I am me?
Zombie is the way people often describe.
Of course it depends the pill they prescribe.
Let's play with my head like it's a game.
I know that things won't feel the same.
Depression is something I want somehow.
I want to be exactly as I am now.
I can't remember a time ever being without.
But my head shouldn't be filled with doubt.
I know that depression can really kill.
I've felt what it does, but somehow still...
Depression has become my abusive partner.
No matter how much it hurts, I only want her.
But
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Empty
Everything is so wrong
I just wish I could fix it
Been broken for so long
I'm in little pieces
It hurts to wake up
It hurts to want to die
Going to bed thinking of
How you're going to survive
Another day, another year
Another cut, another tear
More heartache, more pain
A black cloud pouring acid rain
Filling my thoughts, my head
Melting what's inside
Until there's nothing left
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Expect the long one soon. This is based on Tim Minchin's 'Medical Love' (Named something like that...) it's an incredible romantic song where Tim professes his love for his wife, comparing her to terminal illnesses that would kill him if he tried to get rid of him (her)
But... I had the operation to remove my tumor
And I'm left with a huge ugly scar.
But I have moved on, I can care for someone once more.
And I love that person, as much as I can in our current situation.
As always, thanks for all the support
Lani, ASuicidalPoet
© 2013 - 2024 AOnceSuicidalPoet
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Wow. This is stunning! 
It just has such great meaning and impact. Especially the shift with the last line - I love the ideas you put in this poem. I'm looking forward to the longer version!
It just has such great meaning and impact. Especially the shift with the last line - I love the ideas you put in this poem. I'm looking forward to the longer version!